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healing and my experince in my family

I am writing this post about healing because I’ve been doing a lot of healing and this is some of my experience.





I’ve been working really hard at healing for the past 12 years. I saw naturopaths and I have seem tarot readers and therapists for massage therapists and reiki practitioners and astrologers and herbalists. I have been meditating and exercising and taking medicines and doing all of the things that I thought would help me heal.


Ive spent thousands of dollars of my parents money on healing and ive required so much care and love and attention, especially from my mom.


I think now that I’ve come along way in my healing even though I still have to work every day at healing little things like my emotions and my past traumas and im definitely still healing… im noticing differences between myself and my mom and dad. I’m just focusing on my mom and dad in this post because my mom and dad have been the people that have been the closest to me during my healing and he and her are the people that im noticing the most dramatic differences with.



It seems like as ive healed more… ive noticed that my parents aren’t really doing any healing work of their own. They sort of just do the daily things without really being present and its really painful for me. I think because I really try to do everything with some sort of mindfulness and I try to be happy when I do anything. And it just seems like my parents rush from thing to thing without really caring how each activity really feels for her and him. They don’t really notice when they get tired or when they need to rest or when he or she need like a massage or some sort of energy support. I just don’t know why my parents don’t seem to care about feeling good.


Its really hard to be around my mom and dad because their energy sort of attacks me at my weakest parts and makes me feel broken. I guess that has been going on my whole life. Somehow I managed to stay alive. I am writing this post about healing because I’ve been doing a lot of healing and this is some of my experience.





I’ve been working really hard at healing for the past 12 years. I saw naturopaths and I have seem tarot readers and therapists for massage therapists and reiki practitioners and astrologers and herbalists. I have been meditating and exercising and taking medicines and doing all of the things that I thought would help me heal.


Ive spent thousands of dollars of my parents money on healing and ive required so much care and love and attention, especially from my mom.


I think now that I’ve come along way in my healing even though I still have to work every day at healing little things like my emotions and my past traumas and im definitely still healing… im noticing differences between myself and my mom and dad. I’m just focusing on my mom and dad in this post because my mom and dad have been the people that have been the closest to me during my healing and he and her are the people that im noticing the most dramatic differences with.



It seems like as ive healed more… ive noticed that my parents aren’t really doing any healing work of their own. They sort of just do the daily things without really being present and its really painful for me. I think because I really try to do everything with some sort of mindfulness and I try to be happy when I do anything. And it just seems like my parents rush from thing to thing without really caring how each activity really feels for her and him. They don’t really notice when they get tired or when they need to rest or when he or she need like a massage or some sort of energy support. I just don’t know why my parents don’t seem to care about feeling good.


Its really hard to be around my mom and dad because their energy sort of attacks me at my weakest parts and makes me feel broken. I guess that has been going on my whole life. Somehow I managed to stay alive.

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